Good Ol Days

Today I had this nostalgic feeling of going back to school --
And no -- it was not for the innocent care free life, I actually wanted to go back and study all over again.
Surprising na.. :) I was surprised too when it flashed..
I suddenly felt that my knowledge had been decreasing exponentially over all these years.. I mean think of it .. We studied stuff like Geography, science, etc , that had so much of what we actually saw everyday, felt everyday, and seriously as I have grown I have been forgetting most of it !
I guess as an adult I have narrowed my domain of reading and experiencing so much that I actually feel unconnected sometimes..

I jus wanna go back and read it all over ------------- and feel the awe again !

I have lately started to believe .. that there are certain things in life that you are jus not meant for.. however hard u try.
I was a strong believer earlier, of the fact that hope keep u going.. and if u really want smth ...u get it.. u jus need to keep trying.
I differ now !

I have been honoured recently with due respect by my friend..
He is an ardent blogger and he writes gooood ... and the latest is that I have been put on his blogroll.. (WOWO !!)
Now the fact that I am myself a lazy blogger, is a concern for him.. (probably the only lazy blogger on his roll :P)
Now this is some motivation to get back on my blog.. :P

Thanks dost ;)

barr the scales !!

hee hee.. another loong break.. proves jus one thing... ;) and am not gonna say it !!
so where was i.. ? (secret! ;))

actually i have been working out mentally on how i should be shedding the extra kilos I have put on.. (should have been working out physically actually !!) ..

I always feel a good plan can do wonders.. and so i hav been improvising on it since the time I realized "I need to do something ! It shows !! " ... so the end result is the kilos growing on exponentially and me thinking even more on it !

Lot of options came out of it.. and it did work out for a couple of days..

1) Cycle : I love cycling... ok.. so why it dint work out ... too sunny outside, cycle punctured, too much traffic, had 7 dogs chasing me one day.. they scared the sh** out of me , blah blah ...

2) Jogging: Nothing like music in ur ears and momentum in the feet in sync... so problem yeh thi ki .. no good parks around, parks have dogs who again chase u.. (man .. dont they have better work !!), good parks are too far off , etc, etc

3) Yoga : Now i dont like this v much.. its too slow... but since its kinda common at home.. i thought y not.. easy hai .. no hurry to get up .. no sun problems, and no dogs chasing u.. ! ok.. so what happ?? it wasnt as easy as it looked, i was resting more ('Vrajasana')than i was yoga-ing !

4) Gym : This was the last option...and I thot this will definitely work.. u have people around to inspire..ppl heavier than u.. to remind u that if u dont u ll be them in some time.. and ppl lesser than u.. who u want to become ;) and u have interesting gadgets ....but jab finally gayi.. i felt so claustrophobic .. i said .. No way !!

So am back to square one.. still findng something interesting.. ;) meanwhile stying away from weighing scales and mirrors ;)

I would not say that I did not have time to come back here... u can call it sheer laziness or not prioritizing it ..
Recently.. Life has been complete confusion of tasks, emotions and relations... and am still trying to find out ways to simplify it..
I wonder how some people never find it a mess... they say its all in ur thinking... I tried experimenting with that .. but the only thing that worked was a complete shutdown !
But then thats not the solution... running away and letting things jus happen!
I have friends who say 'tu bahut sochti hai' .. and i wonder if theres anything wrong with that..
or is there something really cool about 'not thinking'
I think because that gives u lot of perspectives and ideas, and the wise men have said.. "think before u act"... so why not ?
The only knack u need to have is of juggling well between stuff in ur brain... and thats what I am learning :)

Hey !!
I ll be back sooon...

Wanted to pen something but in a huryy right now..
catch ya later..
cya.. :)